my job, i have made it into a moloch morass tar-traipser

and now i am realizing at last how to get unleashed(have you read that unleashed: poems by 'writer's dogs"? it's awesome, in aprts espeically the longest one about the two dogs that get found in an abandoned house)
from my fears:
stop
lowing my werke to be my god(he-devil of a falsied god)
no more palsy in my steppes now
trafalgar square was cool last wodin's nacht

bulls v bears, publicans v mocrats, A students v dropout flunkers, ying yang cycle

don't please don't take this wrong
but what if the publicans v mocrats
the A student valedictoriains so valored v the dropoutflunkout skool skippers
the bears v bulls of the stocked market
what if all of it is a yin yang that is necessary,even if(as in the horrendous war in Iraq) it is utterly awful and we fight our best to rectify it

please end this war very very soon
it was so unneeded

being sober sucks yes certainly. being drunk is devilishly painful

i'd rather be a bit bummed than utterly inchanined

that there meet today was sublime itself

i mean: folks i've known for decades, undecoyed by booze and iron-on's of fear and feral fretting
the talking of healing
of our former shell-selves
of our need to be remembereded by each other
and the overarching awareness that
neither heat nor frost can toss us from the ship of sobriety
UNLESS we ourselves scrape off our recovery tattoos with a needless spoon of absalom's absynthe(no worm, no berm, dam the perms)

vegables, not boozer bottles

for me being sober not somber means:
not wtipping on stuff
nor being ashamed of being humane

not that i'm saying 'i can heal against their will'wat i am saying is
if you wanna heal
and are opened
why in the world could n't
sobriety
deep breathing
veganism
paganism-0as a way of worshipping tree branchlings
all help the process?

healer? did you call yourself a ((###(C((#(# "HEALER"?)
yes, in fact that's pre-sicily what i said.
after returning from the Grecian Isles, I felt the healing prowess just looking at stuff, the enviro
and so I call myself that
(just as art thou, my fiend)