i cherish this hindu chakra way of viewing life

viewing on the 'tube(U) some vids on the chakras and realizing how close to my own experience this spiritual path is to my own viewpoint from my life so far...
not that i am of that persuasion as a faith system but i like that it matches so much better than the one i was coerced into, to the truths of this here universe of ours.

feeling more? good

emotionally awakened
sad thing about getting aware is we feel our pain more But
we can move through genuine grief and not be mucked back

i plan to heal and return to being hale and my alkie peerage is the reason why

my crazoid skalkyhaulic mindbrain was twippering 'bout my having really yucko coughing and such and i stormed into that doc's offices ready to DEMAND antibiotics and she gave me an inhaler treatment and that tamed me right up and then she gave me some nose spray and some allergy otc and some benadryl otc and told me to sorta rub my chest with vapor stuff and also so now, oddly, i am when i feel like coughing putting a hand on my chest and one on my gut and i cough less plus i sorta stroke my throat very gently like one would comfort a 'sturbed friend
and so with all that
i'm turning it and not gonna stay sick and tonight i plan on sleeping truly swell

it crackered 'em up that in 'allergies?' i told them one antibiotic i can't hack(it makes me itch all aover) and one other antibiotic that makes my throat feel like i've been guzzling hotsauce)
and also added "Oh, I'm an alkie: nothin' with the sauce in it."

now for a cat, with her innate consciousness, to enjoy hunting, it makes sense, even when they are stuffed

these here cats o' mine
they are fatso's and also overeaters notorious
and yet
with the rainwaters flooding the groundswell
and causing the terrified mice to act out their last choice
akin to one from a burning building's
do i get smashed on the ground or asphyxiated in my rooms?

their choice: i smell cat, wet cat,
do i dare exit my domain
or may i stay here and drown
and unlike the dormice in the caucus race
they cannot much swim and no naught of its wiles
so they scurry without
and are pounced and pumice by the fatcats
who eat only heads and shoulders and leave the remainders for
well
el jardinero y yo
to pick up and toss
'course i don latex for such a soiled task
and feel sad that fellow vegans are privy to such beastly dilemmas in this here life

so needlessly she went back out and gained the doorstoop nary again

I affirm that tis corrrect how much i have need for healing and helping others heal

I love being mellow calm as a clam and sober hipster

at one and teh same i enjoy being enthused and directive

i do believe in meanings

if someone is suffering and wants their sobriety back
i wanna be of assist

i grow so saddened and addled when sisters and brothers go back out again to use booze and sink into the dirge of the drug scourge

it is like our minds are not wound fully and leaving that opening the chill gets in and we grow ill, psychically unwell
from the upwelling of madness that is relapse

it is horrendous to me to hear tales of exploration back into the realm of auto-poisoning

such a hideous banshee that wail is

some how the mind is muddied by the hoe of the hootch

and our over-concern about something minor gives sway to self mutation back into the unloveable one

so needlessly she went back out and gained the doorstoop nary again

I affirm that tis corrrect how much i have need for healing and helping others heal

I love being mellow calm as a clam and sober hipster

at one and teh same i enjoy being enthused and directive

i do believe in meanings

if someone is suffering and wants their sobriety back
i wanna be of assist

i grow so saddened and addled when sisters and brothers go back out again to use booze and sink into the dirge of the drug scourge

it is like our minds are not wound fully and leaving that opening the chill gets in and we grow ill, psychically unwell
from the upwelling of madness that is relapse

it is horrendous to me to hear tales of exploration back into the realm of auto-poisoning

such a hideous banshee that wail is

some how the mind is muddied by the hoe of the hootch

and our over-concern about something minor gives sway to self mutation back into the unloveable one

these books on the evolving of life from non life in the primordial sluggish soup

the spirit realm is for our spirits
the biosphere is for biotics
so when reading books which desribe how polymers got togehter i like to think of it like the beatles
first j met p
and they also connect with G and then the guy who they used his garage and kicked him out and then the guy who died and then ringo or was it another but the point is
like when the guy who inventeored whip creme wasn't trying to make whip creme
and the folks who invnetned peanut and jelly probably meant something else too
(a f riends' step dad made me eat a peanutbutter and butte r sandwhich as a lad and i most puked, truly)
so if folks could just let the spiritual which is not emobided and the phsycial which is its own realm
not be either or about it
sure life arose from chemicals playing about and having a leap forged
so what
that don't mean they c an't beelive in the spirit life,seething,ses