it sounded sober to me

after listening to NPR and a song a chum suggested
called
lover, come over
overcome with love
by this song
by jeff buckley
come over O love over come

ouch

ouch well yes you're right listening to the crimsons and their take is free the inner guru
and take your medicine
my medicine?
your medicine is your meetings of other recuperators from drugs and booze

what if your mind is post grad but your job is like pre k

that sounds all she thinks she's so great and maybe i do maybe i don't we all is great but what i really treely mean is:
my boozing ate up my school years so i have this grand mind that could help others(including self) but a job that don't 'low me to use it much

what to do if-you-have =a very highly -developed-mind but your job-don't even utilize it at all

what if you make mountains well out of moleskins?
but would much rather figure ways to be of use,y'know.
and so you are like in this job that is helping and heartening but you know you could do so much more but the fact that all those yesrs of fearful boozing and weeding decade ago now means you won't retour school/
overquailified and yet wanting to be neither a 'prince' nor a 'bum' well secretly a bum sounds mighty fine but the details ain't so precious

sorrow,fivemonths later some sproutings

after sorrow comes silence
after soft silence comes
the sprout
after the pouting comes
the shy sly smile

resentment truly is the triumvirate killer, scientific study concludes

So, the founders of 12 step philosophy had it right, after all
A study read today states that thoughts of resentment render their thinkers(one might say their prisoners?) far more likely to die of heart ailments

One 'searcher attributed these results to what I'll call the triumvirate
smoking(this could include weed, my drug of choice in recovery from, as well as otter dopes)
overdrinking(the british term is so appealing: i'm not no alcholic, i just overdrinks, that's all)
overeating(hoodia seems to help tell the mind "Nah, you're not really all that hungry, let go of the soap and it'll floater away awry)"

inlandseas, fivestar garden('cording to the doveset) jays two, doves too too saddysadsters

I just made a nice dish of zucchini, squash, green onions, soft tofu, some campell's gourmet(low-fat) mushroom soup, assorted spices and some baby carrots all nestling like a trellis upon a micro'd potato. I even restrained myself and ate s l o w l y....
I have these doves, or rather they have lived in these parts for probably ten thousands of years, since the inland sea meant coastal Oregon itself was a state unto itself, and this spring, the branches of this little tree in my tiny garden have been deemed 'fivestar' by two distinct sets of dove parents and each time, I do believe, the jays got to their nests, one after another, in the selfsame precise site. I tried dissuading the first set but it is not easy to be 'mean' to a dove-with-eggs, setting; the second couple I 'lowed myself to believe "Well, maybe this might work this time."
nope, jays two, doves zero.
and then i see mother dove sometimes coming by to 'look for her eggs'....