presto, the number has been deleted

um one scant prollem with that last poste:
since it (two days ago, such are the coarse carousels of lovers,ladybird)
went webside,
my friend has dump-trucked me

and so now it rings less true
the rewrite would read

it is poginangly pain-filled to know that a mere hour's away
someone who used to want me
now detests me
all cuz i cannot be whom they wish me to portray