no to anxiety, yes to here now moiety

When I get to being anxious or worrying and all that
it seems to recede and all I can view(like that song Everybody's Talking At Me by Nillson) is how life seems so long and pointless.
Ah, but when I am attuned to my babysoul
then
then "I see"
sort of like cosmic peek-a-boo, no?