not that i'm out htere or anything

in the groups i go to
with all our plethora of myriad fears falsehoodwinking us about the delusions of boozins and the freedom of weed-'em
we remain abstient, sometimes by having our braindset reamed out by our guides, thank 'em
it's not that i am really any different than others
it is just that i've always FELT distince and so just commonplace stuff like
I don't like myself today
or
I wish my cow-orkers weren't so mindlessly mechanically unloving unbekindling
seems like really 'sposing my innards, y'see