friend's friend gravely ill

friend being so gravely ill...
how awful it must be to feel that badly
when we ourselves grow old
let's be healthy
right up till the last momento,'eh

tox screams, incremental paranoiac

had to give a urine tox screen at the employment and woman, it was like it started my paranoia up.i'm like "what if" all aover the place
clean and sober for quite some time now(never long enough, but satisfatory for today,'eh?)
it still frosts and frightens the little girl within
the 'what if they get my screen mixered up with some eles's and it is positive?"
what if the minutiate amnt of opiates in those 'everything on 'em' bagels(poopy seeds,y'see?) gives me a crosss-reactivity and they don't opt to conduct a gas chormotograpy/mass specter on it?

'course, in the end, never heard a thing
whichi is the news i wantered anyhows