Thursday, January 29, 2009

Six decades of decay

Six decades of decaySix decades of decay(or was it perhaps all decoy?)Hopping, fully, new feng shui...grand growth beyond them good old boy borders.Poems not rash, but a rush hectic, unfurlepic,sublime, mud-unto-joy 'emwithout a single benevolent attagirlpearls for gentiles and goyim, but never swine.

Friday, January 23, 2009

what if Cubism was discovered by looking at oneself in one of those mirrors which shows through four features of oneself at the same time many homes h

what if Cubism in its iniital innoced was sorta discovered by looking at oneself in one of those mirrors which shows through four features of oneself at the same time many homes have them one can look at the back of one's head most efficcaciously.... What if Pollack saw birds creating guano there on the East Coast, as birds are wont to do and he said I like your style and adapted it as his own, for a spell,... what if Seurat donned really thick and juicy glasses and scoped out the comic strip and notice the pixels and said aha that's for me? and made his way that sashay

Sunday, January 11, 2009

can one retain tha feeling even unto the park lot?

this terrific teacher used to get us all realzesd in her meditation yoga healing awakenining miraculous course

and then say, almost agahast and sighing

can one retain unto this feeling even up to the car

or will it flowerfade even then?

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

art can wound as well as heal

art can break my heart because it is so in tune and attuned to the sadnesses, the many meaningless and unnecessary meannesses , the ways folks will trample on another's hopes and dreams
of course art can be so joyous and healing as well

but being that opened and opined can pinion one like a pine nut

so nice to be home and just release and relax
sometimes the folks on the way home from the office are so buzzed up with their hectic frenzy that it seems veritably unsafe just to cruise home

Sunday, January 4, 2009

phobias current and past

phobias i've had me myself
now or in past or as a lad
in past
after reading bout germs was a washandsaholic
i definitely have a merge onto freeway phobia

i have suv no can see 'em phobias and milk truck gonna plow into me at a red light cuz i stop when they figured i'd kick it through the yellowred phboias, sometimes bridges scare me, drivering at night in the fog or when tis raining phobia
scarey people at night phobia(been jumped a few times as a lad)
death phobia
getting life 'wrong' phobia
being imprefect phobiar
being told i'm wrong phobia
eating peanuts phobia
going to meets and getting laughed at or told i'm an heretic phobia

realizing say picasso who

realizing say picasso who
and george harrison huh
and jesus h. when
and knowling that the healing comes from no cult no culture
no spiritus envorced entorced
and none to say this is pic a sew and this is a ninny noncomp
and so beyond it all the healings will flower flutter and art wisdoms so depth will arise
and no self murthers not a one,

Saturday, January 3, 2009

heat is so yummy

my heater now being out
seems some sort of coil frying today
and my cooler going out last July to round it out,sort
i am gonna go camp out at a friend's place for the evening: i just hate being cold unless i can get warm with a nice heater swiftly...
as a youth i knew the coldest evenings with jus a thin blankie and the radiators would stop spouring their heatssong
it just really bummies me out, don't know how those folks who are so into climbing(i wish i could do that ) can handle being on a ledge,in the snow all night long

Friday, January 2, 2009

heal your crapaol tonel

voice worknotes, home voice dealie and beter splint for crapal tonal

heal your crapaol tonel

voice worknotes, home voice dealie and beter splint for crapal tonal

Thursday, January 1, 2009

can't put a finger on it but

feeeling odd today
not unwell just out-of-sorts
car needed more coolant than anti-cipated
foggier than i spected
gonna go to noon meet
gonna pay bills
and slurp chocolatey almonmilk sugarless and soynog and carrotyjuice and eat grains and t ake vittle mains
and yet sorta out of sorts