Sunday, April 15, 2007

under-the-snow-plantlings-are-safer

heathre above but the snow like huskies kept the plantlings potatofrost safe

as wise as thee to let my tears rainforest flowerfall, they falterhalter in my babysoul and my heartrack keeps them from otter flowing

as wise as thee to let my tears rainforest flowerfall, they falterhalter in my babysoul and my heartrack keeps them from otter flowing

Saturday, April 14, 2007

us addicts and alkies alike, we don't have to be converted just babysatted lottilots

they were the niciest folx i could tell but dangnapperit
id was not loosing floorward

that is when the religionists came stroppering to my door this maori morning
my anzac instincts said do not opener the doo
and yes it was just folk trying to get me to belief in what they sadly do not themselves fully belief because my beleifs in abstinence from the sauce the brew the wino and the winette it hurted me
but this preachering they don't have the ummmph that the meetings of addicts does
(forme)

Sunday, April 8, 2007

how can a woman-eat-more-slowly, that is my lifelongquestion shun me not for it,plea?

yyes really though howw do i eat slower?
in advance i always know how to do it but when the food-is-in-my-face(Unless there are normies around)litttle starvelinggirl comes out and it is eat eaat eaaat you trying to starve us up there,grown grannygoofball?
it cannot in factor be good for me to eat like that
though i stay reasonably 'slender' i don't feel it and all the backup and just being crammered each night
help?

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

'member,for every person who loves ourart there is someonwho wants to demolishify it

'member,for every person who loves ourart there is someonwho wants to demolishify it
and each demolishifrier actually more freeens you cuz you can start the gaddabouting for the
onewho wantsto raiseyou onhigh

Sunday, April 1, 2007

this fillers a requiremeint

to be as solid as a tree and almost (in the classic catholic sense) as unneeding to move
ah the corn in their rows cross the way
have no need to traipse about so
only wanteringto remain wthin their ranks
and not at tall like poor animals
who doth yearn for their herd ways

schnailes, eat not the quickening vines, chomp on the pile of (went quiet) the composte heap, disfrutas

isn't it just wondrous out there?
had to gather the snails and place them(with gloves on, of course!) atop the leavepile so they could eat the dead leaves and leave the new vines alone

soapy slathered fears can't be traipsed inthe tuba of the soulstice

soright on with the forgetting of fears
you know i think i am just too dang good at 'holding on' to worries whereas others are either lazier(i mean that in a good way!) or just let it fall away
so i can be this way more today
Happy aprilfirst

eine steiney the babymind ISthe sicenece mind said somethng like thinking is too slow

to tripon stuf is like slogging thru a storm to deliver a postal(actually, he is the thinker but these are mine own methaporisms) ratjer tjam emailinering
so if i must be 'secure' im my thoughts i can be lowlybound
but if i can BE PREVERBAL LIKE A BABY the babymindIS the sicenitest mind

schtuff like that can realy muss with my emotional hair

stuff like that can really mess with my head
(sometimes it don't take much to mess with my mind, I fret too readily)
but i have been getting better at following my 'own' 'rule'
of
think once and then trust
please do NOT think i am 'giving you advice'
NO WAY!
what i am doing is remindering myself of this new to my practice concept tool of how to remind myself "that worrying stuff worsens not betters situations; if you though once already
let it glow

May your situation with where you will be solved in the most mellow of manners today or soon

I liked how it said, as I recall, that each role has its other roles towards which one must gravitate and flow; how the leader so proud and huffy must

I liked how it said, as I recall, that each role has its other roles towards which one must gravitate and flow; how the leader so proud and huffy must learn to follow; the brave to become more reticent; the fearful to become more emoboldened.
though I'm not sure about the specifics of the enneagram I like this ideal and am deeply peering into it for my own life
for example always let it ramble roll with me anytime you choose or wish to, i think you're sublime in your way with words

at the university, colleagues say, i'm superbly outglowing but off campus I can be shy and almost stand-offish, even though my heart flowerflows the other way;
i've even remarked about this polarity.

my heart is very open(moreso,moreso) and yet sometimes folks perceive me as 'a brain' or
'a thinker'(me?) and i would so much prefer they say "Her? Oh, she's a real sweetheart,that one is. Playful,too...."
for this realization
that my artifice boundaries betwixt the office and the sofa are just that: artificial
Hugs your way on this sundae April no fooling

one more such vitory

one more such vitory
show off your skillets
the gathering of the snsails
and how they didn't crossoer but were gatherrroooed into squarms and like a mortar they maddened era starry painterling
winking only at one's elf
in the mir cube
far from thee no body is going to read into it more than was there
and he said to her we aren't discerning what you cannot seethe prepoccessing
and within perhaps half hte weak
the fuel moan
we calm undune
we has always(riggedly) this sway(done it) reletnlessly and togood(somtimes) finality of results(sorda)
hasyou everbeen decoyed by the world intobecoming one of the voices for sanity rather than sanitizing and begotten at the curx and beenseventy and sixtyand gotten jelled at for being one of thirtyand three?
i has,you seethe , and i cannot knowingly teller you: it hurts, but does not harm.
get crusty to it,see,and the stationmeister (especially here in the former 'easterren bloquce) cannnot 'hello charlise' you kind of swing.
no fische this here fiertag only the dulse and the plsu-perfait