what to do if-you-have =a very highly -developed-mind but your job-don't even utilize it at all

what if you make mountains well out of moleskins?
but would much rather figure ways to be of use,y'know.
and so you are like in this job that is helping and heartening but you know you could do so much more but the fact that all those yesrs of fearful boozing and weeding decade ago now means you won't retour school/
overquailified and yet wanting to be neither a 'prince' nor a 'bum' well secretly a bum sounds mighty fine but the details ain't so precious